today 10,3,2006 .. Wher should i begin , what have i say ..iremmber first time we met togather she was perfect and amazine girl .. she lought to much we tache each athor we kiss each ather , we make many thing togater , today she talk to me and we cry so much she say i wouldn't forget you i will never change i promise i promise and at 8,30 she call me .. I hope she didnt she call me and i listen to the man when he say do you ecpet that man as ahaspend and she say yeah i do .. come and sine their , she say where their and she sine .. she mareed him and let me alone i dont know what i have to do she get marred and untel now she didnt call back to me .. she sit with him ,they take pic togather .. i feel alone and distroyed completly distroyed .. oh gad i dont know what i have to do .. my girl my girl ..

today i'm in college i went to meet my friend to help her to staday .. i came and she dont i call her but she dont answer ... it's ok i went to the my sis office .. their is alot of girl their i wonder if i could speak to them but i can i feel shay .. that is problem , any way i sow every girl set with her girl frinds or behind their lovers that nice i set and wacth them .. their are alot of girl who have realitaionship with each other i like it , but the probleme is they had hide their feeling why????.. i miss my girl she is in work .. i dont hide my feeling i told everyone i love her but she will get married soon so they happy .. yeasterday i want to vist her but my bro was busy so he told he will take my next week its too far .. i feel lonley so lonley .. i winder if i can help my self i want make friend like me but i dont have every girl i meet talk me about man .. so i dont like set many time with them .. i dont want be sad to much .. .. i will keep go on i hope one day i will find friend be with me..

your
free_pen

Gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older

This mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled too far
To change this lonely life

Chorus

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled too far
To change this lonely life

i listen to this song it's really fantastic.. By Foreigner

engoy it this is the link ..

http://media.putfile.com/The-L-word---Bette-Tina---I-want-to-know-what-Love-Is

i want to know what love is .. yes i will found

yours
free_pen

who can feel
what i feel
who can know
what inside me
who can feel...

sad , lonlny , distroyed , ungrey,evry thing dark ..
any one can see..

pull,push , lough and cry , darkness darkness
this is my life.. can you feel

oh please help me..just help me
give me your hand i cant see..
and who can feel..

time is moven and day is gone ..
but i keep standing ?? where is she..
tell me where is she..?

it's so hard .. she will go ..
it's so hard .. she will leave..
but who who can feel...


i wrote this word to you my girl..

yours
free_pen

today in 15,fub,

today i had abig fight with my girl freind , she was so busy and dont talk to me so i told her why?? after that she close her phone i was so upset i cry alot and sent her massegeg that she become diffrant , she open her phone and had amassege in this time i went to college and i stay in their for nine oclock i had my classes and after that i keep walkin untel i feel tird i call my driver and went back home , and i call her she start cryin and told that she never will change , i started cry with her she ask me go to her she want see me , and i told her i cant no one will take me to her , oooooooooh gad i dont know what to do i feel lost very lost .. any why i went to sleep and i just get up it's 4:32am , i will watch now my faverite seson " The L Word " i just weat untle it complete downlude >> see you soon
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by free_pen25 (PM , CC ) on Tuesday February 14, 2006 @ 7:34 PM (del)